mellow.

this party on saturday night was bomb.. there wasn't any hookah (or my ass there was) but besides that i participated in the lap dance competition, which turned out horribly considering my messed up ankle and the fact that i had no idea where my friken camera went half the night. (thank god i found it sooner or later)

joe da bro leaves on monday, i am truely goign to miss him, unlike those otheres who went to the party and say that they will miss him (bullshit). they probably went for the liquor or the party, and i got to admit what one of my best friends said "half of them look too young." i'm sorry, half of them were ugly as hell, but besides that i had fun.. this girl right here, tanya manibusan, my hero, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_mnNobyipS8, shiet she's an underground inspiration.. i love her.. (i don't give a fuck if she's lesbian or not)..

i missed all the people i saw today, and i'll miss my diamond bar friends forever, but honeslty that's not my issue.. i think i have to look out for everyone, which in this case, i really do.. this is pretty pathetic that they can't take care of themselves, but fuck that.. i'll be here, but the thing is that they have never treated me with the same respect and dignity that they have treated me but i'm still better. honestly, this weekend was just a bust, hopefully next weekend will be so much better.

p.s. im afraid to tell my mom about my messed up ankle because i'm afraid she'll smell me ]:
but if it does happen that my ankle is really MESSed up, then someone has to go to sixflags with me..

p.p.s. i forgot. ADD shiet sorry..