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I don't know how this happened, but my internet only connects for about 1-5 minutes each time. :/ I hate it. I think I spend probably half of my time on the computer trying to reconnect.

I don't know why, but I feel as if I'm not content in being anywhere right now. I hate home; parents are putting in strict curfews ever since my sister got a DUI (I still don't get why I get punished for her mistakes). I'm dreading moving to SB (I move on the 6th). I feel like if I move, I'd be lonely and I won't be able to hang out with my friends from back home, not that I'm taking great use of the opportunity for that right now anyways. I have alot of people I wanted to hang out / Party with this summer, but it seems as if I don't have plans, I just sit on my lazy ass and not bother picking up the phone.. No matter how bored and depressed I am (from being bored), I still don't call. I should really make use of my last week here so I can actually hang out with some people. And when I go to Santa Barbara, my plans were to go to Newport Beach? (with Janice), and then visit Derek in Irvine for a couple of days, and now I feel like I just want to come back home.

Anyways, since June said to write down my dreams..
Last night, I had a dream that I woke up, and went to my sister's room to tell her I wanted doughnuts. Thinking of doughnuts, I could use one right now (:. Then we went out to get doughnuts :D Then I didn't eat even one bite of them because I had to meet up with some friends at some place to get breakfast. This part was pointless and I can't really remember but the next thing I know, I'm back at FT and Janice and I were looking for Rita and June in the stair way (North TOWER :D), we met them at 3rd story, and started smoking.. Then June was taking us somewhere in her ballinnn black SUV. I asked her a question and she yelled at me :< She told me she was in a bad mood. Then we arrived to some outdoor shopping center where we all pulled out some round stuffed animal, and they had handles on the side, and if you held them, you could hover (with no strain on the arms).. We were hovering through the crowds when I saw my old party friends from Anaheim. There were ever like multi-people hover animals thing (like the bicycle for 2 people).. We got to the end where it was some sort of EDC type thing, where everyone was laying / sitting on the ground in little groups of friends.. I asked some random guy who knew my Anaheim friends to watch my bag, and I had the impression he would steal from me. As I walked away, he reached into my bag and I hover kicked him down LOL.. LUCKY ME. He's a troll. and the Troll King definitely did not like that I knocked down his soldier, so he requested to see me. As I was prepping to go see the troll king, I was trying to collect and hide my valuables so that the other trolls wouldn't steal it, but one troll informed me that the troll king would be taking away all of my valuables ):

I had a dream last night that I was at a kickback (at like 2 PM), and while I was walking around, I realized I had a horde of ants in my shoe (white converses, stuck on either sides of the tongue).. I got freaked out and I didn't want anyone to see so I quickly squished them all in together so they would die, then I asked to use their bathroom to shower. :< EWW nasty ants.

My summer's been pretty chill so far.. I haven't really done much out of the usual.. :/ I want to blaze. :<


I don't know how it got so late. Night.

long time ago...

"You know you're addicted to THC when you smoke during finals week."
- Anonymous.

:D

new invention : lollipops that taste like what your hand tastes like after you ate rice and seaweed.

end of freshman year

it's already the end of the year. after 3 challenging quarters, i can say i survived freshmen year. I can even say I avoided the "Freshmen 15" curse. [: Maybe it's around a Freshman 1 for me :D But thinking about the end of the year, it's depressing. Freshman year went by in a flash, soon, my whole life will go by in a flash. I'll have to decide my major soon, which is scary just thinking about because I don't know what I would possibly want to do with the rest of my life at all. Yeah, I've always thought about Business but I don't know. I don't like jobs. If only people got paid on how great they were. =/

It's been way too much fun in Santa Barbara! All the endless nights of getting drunk, going to Freebirds, having countless number of random blazing sessions, always going to Janice's bedroom to have some fun, hating on Gelb, our future landlord, playing blockles when we should be studying, dropping in IV, Ahhh... I gotta admit, there were a bunch of great memories this year.

I'm sad this quarter has gone by so quickly, it was only yesterday when I moved over here, now it's all over. And soon, I'll be making more memories in my apt unit on DP!

This is the weekend :

Thursday : June and I were abandoned by the 2 girls who needed to go home, so we went on a spontaneous trip to IV to buy ourselves a cute little piece we call Snow Pearl and eat up on some Suhiya. We returned, bought from our dealer, and finally took a trip on down to the "Forest of Freedom" or the "Field of Dreams" or whatever they call it. Smoked Abel out for which seemed to be forever, but only happened to be 30 minutes long, went to the Rec Room and watched T.V. while chowing down on some chips and goodies.

Friday : Janice returned to SB and we went out to the Zeta's last party. Had a bunch of fun there! It was just pretty chill [: Then left around 2:30? and knocked on Arie's door (Janice's friend) and smoked with Dustin and some other guy and Arie with a vaporizer :D Then returned to Janice's room to chill and got a smoke downstairs around 5am when we were approached by some random UCR guys. Talked, and hit the sack!

Saturday : Ruined a night because didn't want to go out ]: So we stayed in, smoked, and watched Mall Cop. Went to IN N OUT! Yummmyyyyy.. and I forgot what else happened that day =P

Sunday : Slaved around in the kitchen for almost 5 hours baking Rita her precious birthday cake, ended, smoked and watched Aladdin.

Monday : Slaved away on finals studies. Fuck Oceanography, it sucks.
&& I will continue slaving away until Thursday. After my noon final on thursday, it's hello summer! Although I'm not too excited on the whole move-in, job, summer school.



It seems this time is coming again, the time of depression. It hasn't hit too hard, but it's been definitely hitting. I feel like I have been becoming dependent on weed. I'm not sure if it's really that, but whenever there is nothing to do, that's the "default". And last night was my first sober night in about a week, and I had the most horrific time trying to fall asleep. I even had to go to extremes and listen to Big Bang music while I tried to fall back into sleep. That still didn't work, which it usually does by at least 5 songs. Also, I always had a great memory on my unusal dreams. Recently, it hasn't been working. I always remember I had a wierd dream, but it never pops into my head what happened. Maybe it's because I haven't gotten enough sleep. Whenever I sleep with Derek, I constantly wake up during the night. Or maybe I'm just losing my dreams.


This quarter's finals are definitely taking a toll on my sleep and my brain. Every night, my brain feels exhausted. I don't know if I can carry this on for another night and 2 days. Seems impossible. But monster is here to save my day. Hopefully.


Rita's blogs are so depressing. :< Poor girl, but I understand the depression. I think Santa Barbara would be more perfect with a big city environment. But then again, that wouldn't be the real Santa Barbara that I love.


Depression sucks. Exhaustion sucks. Headaches suck.
Wish me luck on my finals, I need to get good grades to boost up my GPA.

cold turkey

isn't as easy as it seems. i'm suffering from nicotine withdrawal. it's been 1 hour and 53 minutes from my last cigarette.
i'm not in the greatest mood, maybe it's the lack of cigs, but i just feel like i want to kill the world. well, i have other reasons....
well, let's see. my plans are to atleast make it until this weekend when i go to vegas. i mean, vegas should be an acceptable reason to smoke right? plus, i'd be surrounded by even more people smoking, and that's definitely going to tempt me. i am really considering throwing on some warm clothes, biking over to IV, and buying a pack, then smoking it on the beach, but i think it might be too cold to smoke on the beach, or even outside. D:

my weekend was generally fun. not really in the mood to talk about it. i'm out. let's see if i go out to buy stoggies....

back to fullerton

So I got back to Fullerton on Thursday. [:
I'm glad to be back home, and it's been a hectic roller coaster back here.

Thursday : Went to Americana in Glendale with Janice, June and Rita, went shopping, went to Beard Papas for some great ass cream puffs. Fucking bitch ass family wouldn't take a picture for us next to the fountain :< Returned home, dad accidentally stalked me and came out RIGHT when I arrived :D Went out, chilled, met up with people, went to chill in front of Tiffany's house, got busted by the popos 1 MINUTE after I took my pill. :< Everyone left, we met up with them at 7-11, got busted AGAIN by the SAME fucking popos, got told that we would be severely punished, returned to Jason's house with a select few, had a chill roll, returned home at 4:30, hallucinated like crazy trippy. :< Eventually fell asleep

Friday : woke up at 12 because I told Derek I would, chilled with him online, showered, ate, went out at 5 pm, picked up Jcab and Jiyeon, went to Shinah's, started the drinking (rolling for others) at 6, what a blast, went with Derek to drop off my girl Jcab, slept in the car, got fucking jacked from a crack whore. :< wtf.

I gota get to bed, 9AM doc's appointment tmw. :<

update.

Buh-bye remembering funny-action-filled dreams. I can't seem to remember much from my dreams anymore. Just things like last night. Derek gave me a cigarette, walked away, I ended up carelessly breaking it, and I tried to hide it from him by making up a silly excuse that I smoked the whole (Red 100's) stog in the mere 3 minutes he was gone. Wow! So exciting! /sarcastic. I haven't updated in a while, but my update is pretty long, so here comes the short version.

Thursday : After classes, June went home, went to Pho, ate yogurt, got our two handles from Charles, tugged around the handles while walking back from Breakpointe, and ended up blazing.

Friday : Lounged around, went to Zeta sis Revealing for Janice! It was fun, she got Grey Goose. Then the rest of the night was killing our lungs with cigarettes and hookah (hot boxed) and my old friend alcohol. Pretty fun, except for losing at the card games :<

Saturday : We went to Charles's and Jason's Birthday party! Charles just turned 28 years old! Congrats old man! and Jason is 22? Man, repeat the S and J curves! Besides drinking out our lungs again, Rita, Janice and I thought of a hypothesis which ended up having like 8 counts of evidence behind it! I guess that successfully makes this a theory. With that established, I want to wish them the best of luck in their relationship. [;

Sunday : Relax time, study time.

Monday : June, Janice and I got cross faded. That was extremely fun, especially because we got in deep conversations about actually stuff, not just silly conversation about alcohol and weed. Although I am pretty sure June and Janice wasn't completely understanding my 20 minute long explanation. Paranoia. :< We ended up smoking at the stairs area, and blew smoke into the bubbles. HAHA Janice's reactions to things are the best.

Tuesday : Decided whether to smoke or drink, we smoked. Wasn't the greatest high but it was definitely the greatest Instant Cup Ramen and rice i've had in a while! And then we pigged out by grabbing 4 bags of junk at the vending machine and devouring it in the kitchen.

Today : I have midterm tomorrow, so unfortunately I couldn't continue my streak. :< And I studied all day pretty much. Got my whole page (front and back) of cheat sheet done! Go Oceanography and Prof. Mole. :D


Talking about midterms, I am ecstatic that I got A's on the two midterms I took already! :D :D :D Why am I so smart?

Rita found a list today, I thought I'd share it with y'all.

"Why UCSB is the best school ever"
(Sorry some of you non-UCSB educated kids because you might not understand some)


Reasons why we are pretty much the coolest...

1. The beach is 1 minute walking distance from the dorms and most places in IV (walking slowly).
2. The weather is ALWAYS perfect!
3. We are tanner than you.
4. We definitely know how to party it up!! #2 party school in the country!!!! Woooo!
5. Del Playa is legendary.
6. Freebirds of course.
7. Cookiewiches from IV Drip.
8. Everyone is friendly, this isnt UCSD.
9. 98% of guys here are surfers.
10. Once again, we are sooo much cooler than UCSD!
11. We are a good academic school too and weve had 5 Nobel Prize winners in the last 5 years.
12. IV is crazyyyy every night of the week!.
13. We have a rock climbing wall AND a roller skating rink AND gigantic Jacuzzi in our rec center.
14. Our rec center is the best of all the UCs.
15. We are the most physically fit campus in the country.
16. We think bike riding is cool.
17. Our campus is completely gorgeous!!
18. Most of the dorms/ half of the apartments on DP have ocean views.
19. We pre-party harder than you party!
20. State Street in SB
21. HALLOWEENNNNNNNNN
22. You can take sailing and scuba diving for credits.
23. Everyone here is secretly smart.
24. We have a great study abroad program.
25. If you are a girl, it is especially ridiculously easy to get free alcohol.
26. You can wear shorts year round.
27. We are a UC, not a CSU.
28. Jack Johnson and Gweneth Paltrow went here too, and Paul Walker is often spotted in SB.
29. We have a real pirate who lives in iv!
30. Students don't get tasered here!
31. We're the 2006 NCAA Division I Men's Soccer Champions!!!!!
32. It is perfectly acceptable to drink alcohol more often than water here.
33. This is the only college where people actually consider staying for summer school FUN!
34. Living in IV is always an adventure...


Yeah, I think I have to agree with this list 1000000000% :D

Okay night. Time for bed and my dreams :D

easter!

Although Easter is far from over, June, Janice, Rita and I made Easter eggs today. They actually turned out very pretty! June and I started getting very artistic and creative towards the end! We have one named Humdy Dumdy! And we want to add cute faces to them :D and distribute them on Thursday (hopefully).

I finally came out of my depression and decided to get back to sewing. I need a hobby / talent. [: Can't wait.

I was sick. I didn't eat. I was always tired. I'm better.

Classes are boring. They're too long. (75 minutes) D:

I had a hulk dream. Long story, maybe next time. I need to keep track of my dreams. Speaking of dreams, I also had a very racist dream, which I will not keep track of ;D

my dream a while ago.

I had the wierdest dream ever. Although it didn't contain vampires, super powers, or any of those supernatural things, it was definitely wierd. So it started out as some type of Spring Break. Derek, Jiaming and I went to some Cost-co place, and Derek and I clobbered the free samples of chocolate and caramel :D We went to the restroom (which looked like an airplane restroom but nastier and more gross). Then we went shopping some more. Surprisingly, we went to the same place 2 times during our break. Then I went to an elementary school with my sister, and we sneaked into the school, so we had to be very cautious in being sly. We went to the restrooms, which were a nasty disaster! The restrooms were all poop-filled and the kids were just the brattiest ones around. I got pissed so I started cussing out the little kids, which my sister was totally against. Then we went to the assembly, which was obviously a wrong choice and decided to sneak out. However, there were hordes of aides keeping eye on the whole place, but we got out. Afterwards, I got some free hot fries, which only had 30 pieces max of hot cheetos in them. Then, we had to stand in line for home room. :<
Afterwards, my sister and I went to our friend's house. It was a super hott day but we had a huge group of friends. This huge evil character was in a room about to attack me, and some genie poofed from thin air to aid me by conjuring up 10 disney characters (which included Nemo and Wall-e), which all helped me in the defeat of this evil man. Later, my friends (from the big group, which were real people) helped me tape and tie up this evil man, which appeared in human form as _*&%^#* &$*#(@ (Don't ask), who was just the biggest bitch the tie up. Also, I made a huge cup of iced coffee :D ( YAY to mom for teaching me how to! I used that recipe in my dream :D ) and I had my computer open, but Derek was ignoring me. He blocked me from his real AIM SN and made a completely new one for me, which he barely went on. I just knew he was ignoring me. Then, there was this wierd situation about my parents taking me up back to SB. They wanted to take me today (Wednesday) but the problem was that I could only return to SB for spring 09 and the rest of my SB career if I submitted my major. If not, I would have to go to UCI. And the problem with the ride was that if I went to SB, dorms would not be open, but UCI, somehow I could get in. I decided to go to SB but leave on Saturday or Sunday but Derek still didnt talk to me. :<

team edward.

My dreams are wierd. First, I was with Rita June Jan and we were going to a center near our school (UCSB) which was actually LA Mirada High. At the center, I was wondering how Rita was going to bike all the way to her house in Pomona =o and Janice for La Canada. We decided to visit our guy friend, and we went into his house when we heard noises outside, and automatically scrambled to hide. The voices were talking about his ferocious kitty who came up to Janice and I and started scratching us. Turns out our friend was part of a vampire clan, and took us to his hide out in the sewers. In the sewers, there was this area for prisoners (which I was in) and I found out that Derek, Alli, Phillip, and my mom and dad were vampires. They then decided to turn me into a vampire and I turned into a hamster, they dipped me into a white fluid, and I turned back into a human, where I was then told to get out because they needed to unleash a fiesty bull dog to eat the guy who tried to escape their hide- out. I immediately started climbing the fences, but then they told me to use the door. -.- So I was taken to a hang out room in which Derek was chilling. Supposedly, I was supposed to drink the white fluid (which tasted very thick and sweet) and I was supposed to get a seizure like attack while a vampire injects me with his/ her blood. WOW, I was actually excited to become a vampire, and I could feel my senses slowly getting better. :D

Anyways, no class friday! We went to Costco and Albertsons with Rita, Howard, June and Jan while I was the "fun aunt" pushing the kids (Jan and June) while the parents (Rita and Howard) were shopping. LOL. Then we went to San Nic to surprise Jessica for her birthday! And played Scatergory? We returned, and Saturday was rush parties! We went to Manzanita to pre game, ended up going to Zetas, checking it out, going to Breakpointe to pre game, then back to Zetas. I met up with Derek and then Rita Howard June Jan Derek and I went to Lambdas to get some more booze, and ended up spending our whole time there. I lost my camera ]: FUCK MY LIFE. But anyways, good night.


<3

i'm a tank and i'm going to run over marc!

What a week.

Sunday : So Derek and I met at the bus station 10 minutes before the train was supposed to arrive. Unfortunately, I couldn't use the 20 minutes I set aside for smoking at the train station because my friend and his mom were there, and he spotted me, and I felt obligated to go say hi. However, when Derek came, we went behind a corner of the Cafe to smoke. BAD IDEA! We ended up smoking, Andrew's mom ended up walking by us, she told us to go catch the train, and once we walk into view of the train, it was leaving. So Derek called his parents, and made up some story about how he was using the restroom, and got a ride from them. Stopped at a strawberry / fish / avocado selling place, bought some avocados, and got dropped off at FT. Shortly after I finished unpacking, I called Jan for a smoke, and headed over to Derek's. We blazed, which did not end well for me. I ended up (what I think) passing out (fainting), hitting Jason's fridge. Derek tried to help me out, but as we were walking out, I fell on the floor, and Derek carried me from there. We napped, ate, napped, and I finally woke up. I went out for a stog and felt like passing out again, so I went inside. Came back to see Rita, June, and Jan ALL HIGH AS KITES, watched half of Pineapple Express, and went to bed.


Monday : Went to classes, crashed classes, probably had about 6 classes (crash and non-crash), UGH such a bitch.


Tuesday : Went to classes, crashed classes, was about to go to the Zeta Rush event, Joyce Michelle and Jessica called and wanted to hang out, told them to go to Zetas. Turns out that it was a KD Phi and Zetas ONLY event, but Rita's bro didn't know, we ended up feeling awkward, left shortly after arriving, met up with the campus girls, blazed in Jan's room. LOL Funny night, but I probably looked like an idiot. The campus girls left, we watched the rest of Pineapple Express and went for a stog when Derek came over to say hi with Min.


Wednesday : Didn't wake up for anything, ended up sleeping, eating, YADDAH YADDAH, went to Zeta Lil Sis Potluck at 6pm, started at 8pm ( D: ), drank afterwards. The beer ran out pretty quickly, and I had SAKE BOMBS! Haha not bad not bad. Joseph invited us to his room to drink CPTN MO, got shit faced, saw this wierd and very awkward guy, overall : FUN.


Thursday : Woke up, realized how fucked up I got, went back to sleep, showered, hung out with Derek, went to classes, came back, ate dinner, smoked and talked about our lovely night, and here I am. I have no more classes this week! How exciting! No friday classes. Man I love this, yet I'm wasting my sweet ass time blogging. :<



BYE

timeline :D

The rest of spring break wasn't as eventful as the beginning of spring break, but here's what I was up to!

Tuesday : Met with June, Janice, and Derek at Life Plaza, chilled, talked, and had some boba at Life, checked out Cues and Janice and I decided to hide from June, went to Top of the World to smoke, came down, went to an grocery store parking lot to smoke a stog, (I got paranoid and we left), popo followed us for a moment =o while June and Janice were sitting on the floors of the cars (bass :D), went to Yogurtland, ate, almost got kicked out b/c Derek doesn't have eyes wide enough to read the sign RIGHT next to him that said "No Smoking", (I got paranoid and we left), smoked a stog, went to Derek's old school to smoke more, left because the custodian man, departed.
That night, while Derek and I were talking outside my house, we made a new invention : A device that does your hair in any style (which coordinates with your hair cut), cuts your hair, styles your hair, etc. We even made up a series of how our new invention would enter the world : starting in salons and moving in a slow pace to smaller handheld versions for home purposes.

Wednesday : I forgot. Probably went out with Derek and played Left4Dead.

Thursday : Same. I'm addicted. Dx

Friday : Went to Knotts with Alli, came home, chilled, went out with Derek, played LEFT 4 DEAD D: OH GOSH I WANT TO PLAY NOW.

Saturday : Last full day of spring berak! We just went out and hung out, got some yogurt :D Yeah pretty much.

Sunday : Returned to fresh air and nice weather :D Smoked some great *&^%, got super ^#&^, and fell, and ktfo, and ate, and ktfo, D:, came back to FT to see my welcoming groupies, watched Pineapple Express, arranged our classes :D

Monday : ALL DAY CLASSES. Up side : I have Janice June and Rita in almost ALL my classes. Down side : I have them in my classes. D: (JK), I might not even get into half my classes. Damn crashing.

boy in the striped pyjamas

So on saturday, Derek came over to my house for the first time. I couldn't see Derek as that talkative to my parents but I guess I was wrong. While we were downstairs, Derek was super interested in my dad's computer games. LOL. He kept asking questions and my dad loves showing off his things. They seemed to get along, especially because my dad started telling Derek stories. Also, during dinner time, I told Derek that he had to eat EVERYTHING my mom made (she made extra meat because we were almost done with it) towards the end of our meal. LOL He said that he would try [: Also, after dinner, Derek started doing the dishes -.- HAHA how cute. We started doing the dish, me scrubbing and him rinsing, and he would return the plates that were still dirty to me. =/ Awwww cutie.

Yesterday, I woke up at 4 PM and ate, chilled, and headed over to Derek's house at night. We chilled there and watched movies [: YAY.. Afterwards, I stopped at my park to stog and while I was walking towards a bench, I stepped on something that made a huge noise, and flew somewhere.. I stepped on a birds tail. T.T I was so scared afterwards DAMN. Poor birdie.

spring break.

OH MY FUCKING GOSH.. How i met your mother is so funny!~

WOW.

i keeep eating skittles. the burst of delectable fruits (i said animals xD) is all really yummy!

i want the play dota.

---sorry peoples, that was last night. :<---

okay so finals are finally over! and sorry for my last blog where i said that "spring quarter" is finally over.. it's winter quarter is almost over.. but now its over and its spring break!!

So my spring break was just a bunch of ups and downs.
After all my finals, we chilled and went to surprise Elise for her birthday.. When she saw everyone waiting for her in the living room, she looked so overfilled with joy and she looked like she was about to cry. I think the best moments are those: when you see people genuinely happy (to the point where they're about to cry) to see you. It was pretty great. And the cake was bomb. [: Thanks Christine and Connie (Whoever got the cake =/)

Then we went back and had dinner with Rita, June, Janice, Phillip, and Mark. That was actually an okay dinner (for portola food) and pretty interesting. Especially because Phillip wouldn't let us leave until he finished his food. The girls got a smoke and started heading back to L.A. We first arrived at La Canada (Janice) and she took about 3 minutes to get her bags in, and the car out. We then planned on going to June's place, until we got lost getting out of the freeway. Rita turned into a random lot (and so did Janice), and we were about to UTURN when Janice just started driving off into the random (closed-off) lot. :< HAHA.. We then got to June's place and dropped of her stuff as she got her car.. Which took about 6 minutes [: Then to my place in FULLERTON! I dropped off my stuff when I realized that my mom arrived at the same time. She got to meet my girlies [: It was cool until she made me embarrassed by hugging them all as a handshake :< It's KOOOO.. We then got our own cars and headed over to Twilight Hookah, which was totally packed! The hookahs were yummy (white peach and strawberry) and we all went home right after.

Yesterday (Friday), my sister woke me up at 9 AM and started talking to me while I was half asleep, and after what it seemed to be an hour, she left me alone. However, she came back into my room to tell me Jason was here and that he would be coming into my room soon. Surprisingly, I didn't jump up right away, so my sister said she was joking. About an hour or two later, I was dozing when I heard Jason and my dad's voice downstairs. So I jumped up to see if Jason was really here, and to my surprise.... he was. And I just went downstairs in my PJs, nasty morning breath, etc. :< EH.. Jason, Alli and I went on a trip to Costco to get some pizza, brought it back, ate and then I decided to go with my sister to her GLA meeting. I have to admit, it was pretty darn interesting. I got to see my little lovlies Liz and Sharon! Awww how I miss those beautiful girls. [: Afterwards, my sister and I got back home, chilled, ate dinner, and went out to a Cal Poly ASL party. It was.... OK.... It was mostly girls (since it was a no guys invite) and they all seemed pretty exclusive to the people they walked in with, so we declared that party LAME and decided to move on to the next best thing (which ended up being my baby). We went to Jiaming's area and ate Del Taco with Derek, chilling and eating Skittles (since my dream was about my uncle buying a huge chip bag of skittles).. We wanted to smoke and Jiaming decided to :D DAMN. I officially got a variation of the RHTS (Rita High Twitch Syndrome). My muscles felt like it was spasm-ing, and like someone kept lying their hand on me every few seconds. And honestly, I really couldn't stop laughing although I was in Jiaming's house and I had to keep quiet. I miraculously drove home with my spasm-d musckles. :< AND KTFO

Today, I woke up at 9AM to help my sister out with GLA. I had to pick up Derek, go to Anaheim, stay at a meeting, then go back. Instead of dropping Derek home, he finally had the opportunity to view the spectacular insides of my house. [: After we ate, my dad wanted me to get his car smog checked (which I was late for), and I ended up taking my dad's car out. We went to Life Plaza and played Left 4 Dead (which I am DYING to play right now). It was fun, for my first time. Although some dickface tried to kick me out. :< But according to Derek, I wasn't "THAT BAD FOR A FIRST TIMER". LOL that means I sucked, but we passed the level at least. [: OH! We also saw Howard's twin. Which is wierd because I never met him before. We then went to Amerige and napped, went back to my place, watched some Friends episodes, ate, and unfortunately, my babyyyyyy had to bounce. I went out with HOHO (HOSEA), Jason, Shinah, Josh (CHUNKY), and Alli and went to JDR. It was pretty chill in the beginning, and started to get more interesting when the people I knew started coming in. At first, I saw Andrew (who didn't realize me YET AGAIN), took a shot with him, and also saw Daniel (Mr. Myspace Stalker) and then Peter (FATTY) Han came in!!! Oh my, I never knew that I'd see so many old old friends I haven't seen in a while! It was pretty chill. We left to go to GGPC, and since they didn't have a 3rd person for 3 v 3 DOTA, I played. It was Jason, me and some other guy vs Josh and 2 other guys. WE WON. DUh, since I'm in my team. [: DK FTW :D!!! And smoke session afterward was filled with me bragginggg :D.. I honestly was scared to play them because I know I can win against David, but these were different players. Actually, I got 3rd place (in scores).. It was my team, Jason, me, other team, Josh, other team. :D DAYUMMM GIRL BEATS GUYS IN DOTA?! WTF yeah that's right!! Girls can play DOTA as efficiently as guys can. Honestly, the other team had such an advantage because it was 3 guys VS 2 1/2 guys (2 guys and me, a girl). DAYM I own in dota.. HAHAHAHA JK not yet. [: gota train DK :D

Oh other news, I have a nasty stye which seems very infectious because it traveled from my left eye top corner to my left eye bottom right corner, to my left eye bottom :< WTF I look like "I got punched in the face" (Josh).. LOL..

Also, NO MORE BLOOD TEST! Mom didn't even try to persuade me to go, she just let me off.. Oh how I love my momma..

Also, I got an A- on PSTAT!! :D and didn't completely fail geology!!

I also made a huge mistake on stogs. I wanted to try something "NEW" so I got Capris, the purple one (since Derek told me to). It's ultra lights, and 7 bucks, and bitch stogs. WTF D: I'm screwed. But shinah told me the secret to $3 stogs :D YEAHHHH so I ended up smoking tons of Derek's stogs, which I feel bad for. :<

Andddd Josh said his friend was obsessed after he saw me once. :< WTF what's with this?? I remember meeting one guy I didn't really talk to but I guess I never met him (according to Josh) and he was just obsessed with me. Maybe because I was at GGPC playing DOTA? LOL maybe.. Well too bad guy, I'm happily taken. <3

Daniel still owes me food. [:

RITA! I hope you go online and read and update!! :D
AND JUNE AND JANJAN!! :D please..
Night time, gota wake up early for my honeybunnypumpkinmunchkinssbabyboo.. (damn I sound lame).





NIGHT.

blood is red, veins are blue

I have to get a blood test. My mom just randomly signed me up for it. I don't know what it's for, but she said it's to test my body's health : cholesterol levels, vitamin levels, etc. But what if she secretly told the doctor that she wanted to know if I drink or smoke? =o Now what? Well, I kind of doubt this because I'm over 18 years old and they can't do that under my mom's request RIGHT? Also, I want to get tested for my blood type. I've gone 18.5 years questioning my blood type. What I do know is that I am either an O or an A, and my sister is whatever I'm not. It would be cool if I were a O+, because that means I have a stronger link with my girlies (who are all O+) =O If I was, what a coincidence! We were all just meant to be right? Cmon, 4 girls who automatically started hanging out, who just happened to be placed in the same dormitory, who just happens to all have the same blood type, who just all happen to be asian, who just all happen to get along. [: HEHEHEHE
But on the down side, if I am an A, I'd be REJECTED :<

Okay, time to get down and dirty with homework [;

first allnighter

I pulled my first all nighter last night. It was.. surprisingly okay, until the end of it. =/

So June had to stay up all night to study for 2 finals on Thursday. Rita and I had to do an extra credit Geology assignment presentation thingy.. So we all just did our work, had plenty of Blockles breaks, smoked to relax, etc. One thing out of the normal were the videos [: We suddenly got all hyper and started dancing and making videos on facebook. It surprises me how energetic Rita can get. I don't know how she does it with her big dance moves, but I definitely could not do it for even a full 10 seconds. D: I fail at dancing. After all our work was done, around 6 AM, we killed time til breakfast. Breakfast was horrible, but after, we went to smoke, and the sunrise just looked so nice [:
We all went back to our rooms around 8 AM and KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT.. We were supposed to wake up at 10 to go to all our classes (11-3:15), but I didn't hear my alarm. Rita came into my room at 1 PM and we were freaking out that we missed dance class, and realized that our geology section (which is required) was NOW, but I doubt we could even get there in time so we just slept til 3. We went to campus to turn in our extra credit and grabbed some take out on the way back. Ate take out, chilled, did some more extra credit, and then went down to do homework. Just got back studying for my last pstat exam tmw!! Hope I do well. Pray for me.


My roommate.. either woke up, or talked in her sleep. Or woke up a bit and someone the words she was thinking came out of her mouth.. She said "why is it so bright?" and I realized that the bathroom light, sink light, and desk light are on :D
LOL




Night!
-Jenn

innovations.

Spring is almost here.
That means..
Spring quarter is almost over.
That also means..
FINALS are here.

If I could, and if finals were a person, I would rape and torture Mr. F like it tortures me. :< Why can't we just phase from quarter to quarter without this torturous time of the year? Why can't life be all play and no work? Why can't I just make a (sorta) communists country where we get paid on how smart we are? Talking about new innovations in the world...

Janice, June and I decided to make up some inventions. We are going to make.. :
1. Cigarettes that can be smoked but get you drunk
2. Our own MDMA Ecstasy that we will first test out by giving it to our friends at over colleges and seeing if those customers are satisfied. If they are, we will then hike up the prices a tad and sell it around in SB and someday make a fortune out of having the best ecstasy around. WE WILL MAKE AN ECSTASY MONOPOLY!
3. We will invite the new idea of having a scantron reader in every classroom so after a final or midterm, you go up, scan your scantron and show the teacher your grade then take it home. SO much smarter because it's easier to hand out and get grades. [:
4. A substance to become a crab :>

I like being a crab. LOL. I'm a cool crab. :D

So, I finally got my laptop back! But the only use for my computer so far is Blockles.. No study, all games. Just how my life should be [:


-Jenn

long overdue.

I miss my blogging days.. Everyday was a blogging day.. And now, my sister stole her laptop back from me. ]: Well, I wish I could blog everyday because there were so many stories I wouldve loved to write here for future.. ridicule :D

Well, my sister and I got into a fight about her laptop, and now I'm laptopless yet again. But hopefully that will all change soon. I had a dream I got my laptop back so hopefully I'm just a genius who dreams about the future. But then again, if I did dream about the future, I'd be a supernatural freak who jumps off walls to escape from vampires.

Last last weekend, when i was returning to my sweet home in Santa Barbara, I accidentally took the wrong train. ]: FUCK metrolink innocent people killer. >;[ But I eventually got back into the Amtrak at the Union Station. Shortly after, I saw my lovely Janice, who sat next to me. We were dying for a smoke break.. At one stop, we stalled there for about 10 minutes.. Janice and I ran out and asked the conductors when the train was leaving, and he said 1 minute. BULLSHIT it was another 5 minutes before we left. So the next stop, we ran out again and asked him and he said 1 minute. I thought his interpretation of 1 minute was the same as the last time, so we decided to split a stog. Bad idea- he literally meant 1 minute. So we had to toss our 12.5 cent stog and run back onto the train. ]:

I decided that going home is too much of a bitch. I have to pack, go to the train station, spend the whole day/night on the train, go home, spend one full day, and have to leave again. But Rita and Derek are going home this weekend ]:

Last night was Christine's surprise birthday party. Everyone (20 people) hid in the rooms when she came, and after the birthday song, we all came out. I love her face!! She was genuinely shocked. It was nice. And we had some red velvet cake, which was my first time, and some fruit cake!! YAY! It was delicious! Then the drinking started. I remember every time Charles said something mean, I would call Connie to regulate that shit! HAHA funny.. And, although it was a fairly good night, I just got into a lot a shit with everyone. And hit my friend Andrew ]: Socked him right in the face. :< AHH whatever it was pretty fun still. The anger inside of me went away in like 10 minutes after I was mad. GOOD THING. Biking back to FT was a super bitch though, I cant believe I actually made it out alive!

Oh, dance off (Korean Culture Night) is starting again. We had one practice so far but my knees are starting to get bruised again! We have to do a SNSD dance. UGH. But I'm glad that everyone from KASA is doing a dance. [:

ANyways, I'm going back to my room. BYE~


<3 Jenn

monster

Hmm.. Last night, we all went to the kitchen with Mark and Robert and ate [: yum. Came back, let Derek sleep over, and read some stuff for my Substance Abuse class. I was pretty fucking concentrated.. Well, today, I went to pstat (which I wasn't too late for) but left ten minutes early to catch a smoke break with June. We got very hungry and decided to go to Subway real quick to get some subs and eat it in the back of our ESS class. To our surprise, SUBWAY WAS FUCKING CLOSED DUE TO MAINTENANCE!! >;[ So, while slowly walking back to our ESS class, we both had the most brilliant ideas in our minds : ditch ESS and go to the Arbor for some subway. I would say I'm disappointed in myself for ditching, however, some good luck was in the air, and blew right across my path. We biked to the UCen and got June some Starbucks, and biked over to the Subway store at the Arbor. I can tell it was just waiting for us. Got our subway, and I found a special surprise that Lady Luck left for me. I won't say, it's a little personal. HAHA But it's a great surprise, like if you found a decked out gift card, or beautiful Franklin lying on the ground waiting for you, or perhaps a really nice Tiffany's bracelet. [: Well, whatever it was, I'm not sharing it with the world, but you get the point in what I found. I think I looked up at the sky, looked for God, and gave him a kiss.. LOL What a lame duck I am. Anyways, while sitting outside, eating and smoking, my friend Andrew from middle school walked by, had a nice conversation with him, and then Derek and Andrew came by. We talked for a bit and this girl was passing out flyers for a Dodgeball tournament. Supposedly they're trying to get some stars like Vince Vaughn to come because it is associated with American Red Cross. Shortly after, Derek and Andrew left but Rita came right up and filled in their spot. Joyce and Jess also stopped by, which was a nice surprise seeing them there [: I like the Arbor. Def go there more often. Even to study in the nice sun with the cool breeze like today. Well, Rita and I went to the RBR to study, and surprisingly, I got a lot done. Then we went our separate ways to our classes. I came back, smoked with Rita and June, and Janice, June, Rita and I all headed to the kitchen to eat some Korean food. We made spam, eggs, and spam and eggs. We made a little extra for Robert, and he came down to devour that scrumptious food. It makes me happy seeing people ravenously eat the food I make. I guess that's how my mom feels when she sees me pigging out on her stuff. We realized that we've been sitting, eating, cooking, and smoking for an hour and a half, and decided it was time to buy some Monster and get to studying! We all went our separate ways to shower and meet back up downstairs. THIS WILL BE A SUCCESSFUL NIGHT OF STUDYING. Dance midterm tomorrow.. Pstat test Friday. How will I survive in this cruel world D:

Anyways, I just realized how dependent I've become from Monster. If my high school buddies saw me so Monster-sober, they'd be surprised. I used to drink a monster every morning to get past 0 period where it was a miracle if I survived Mr. Jones' class. Now, I have been... Many days Monster sober, but tonight, I am changing that. LOL.. Monster used to do nothing to me, but I bet I'll feel a little buzz from the Monster tonight, just cuz I don't have the Monster in my blood anymore.

Well, farewell (What kind of wierdo am I??)

Well, time to go study! BYE

-Jenn

bitchas (the rita way)

Did I blog today already? NOPE had to check.

What a day. I went to ALL my classes. Not even that late to them [: OH! But left during Dance to catch a break =/ But it was during a movie so that's just fine. Went to eat with Jessica and Rita after dance.. Became 4th wheel to Rita's writing group project thing which they totally bullshitted. Biked back as fast as I could, which was pretty slow after some very low hills -.-, got Janice and June to get out so we could open our raving lights package, which was a very excitingggg thing. [: We opened our package, took a smoke break, and tested our lights. THEY ARE SOOOO PRETTY! June got pink and gold, Janice got violet and teal, and I got RGB. [: I was ecstatic but one of my lights were faulty ]: Didn't even turn on. So we all went to our separate rooms where I got down to finding out the problem with my light. Well, I guess the guy gave me a dead battery in one, so I paired one good battery with one bad battery, and they both work but ones lighter than the other. I remember which ones where the good ones (So I can complain and hopefully get free lights) [:

We all got together in Janice's room and tested them out. OH! We got these cool glasses which just makes the lights look even more trippy. Then, we all left to go to campus to study in the RBR for the upcoming Dance final with Jessica, Joyce, and Michelle. Well, we ate first [: wouldn't ever forget to do that.
The RBR is a 24 hour study room where people DO talk. We eventually got a table all together and I got to admit, we were pretty loud. Not screaming loud but regular voices loud. Towards the end of our study session, we got pretty loud and some guy shushed us. One of the girls on the table behind me (the ugly Hispanic girl with no forehead) told the other girls "I wish I could speak in Spanish to you" and I obviously knew that that was because she wanted to talk shit on us. Well, we all went out for a smoke break and the three girls at that table started staring and looking out the window. >;[ So we decided to leave since it was already midnight and I told my friends "If we're leaving, let's just be loud for the last 5 minutes while we pack".. However, when I walked in, I forgot what I said and started packing when my fellow girls started to be really loud, so I started being loud. As we were walking out, Rita started yelling at them "If you want to talk shit, then fucking talk louder!" HAHAHA oh my she would she would. Supposedly the ugly Hispanic chick said we were loud and obnoxious and that we should go back to high school. WTF

Now that I think back, I wish I said "I understand Spanish, so if you want to talk shit, write it on a piece of paper." and I backed my chair really hard into the asian girl's chair behind me. OMFG I hate how you think of the best things as soon as you walk away. -.- But that stupid ugly bitch doesn't realize that other kinds of people take Spanish too? The only other choice at my high school, besides Spanish, was French. Did she go to an all fucking Mexican school? Where her whole class comprised of Mexican people? HONESTLY! My classes had such a mix of asians, whites, mexican, black, everything! I mean, I understand if she's in my situation and I'm Korean.. Not a lot of people take Korean, so I guess it would be pretty fucking easy to assume that if there were no fellow Koreans around, then I have the privacy to talk in Korean to my friends. Well, not that I would want that ugly girl to be Korean, she'd be a disgrace to us Koreans. We'd probably shun her from our country. I am definitely going to RBR more, sitting next to them (if possible) and call all my girls and talk to them in very loud, obnoxious voices and tell them to come over. "OMG [Rita, June, Janice, Joyce, Jessica, Michelle]!! Remember the other night when we were at the RBR!?!?!..... Yeah YEAH that night. Well, remember those really ugly girls who talked shit on us??...... OMG YEAH THEM! YEAH THE REALLY FUCKING UGLY ONES. Well, they're at the RBR, you guys should come over and bring over some pans and pots so we can be AS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS AS POSSIBLE!"

-.- Sooooo happening next time. I got her face engraved in my brain. Surprised my brain hasn't failed me with the memory of her ugly face. That means my brain is strong, can withhold the ugliest people [:


Backkk in el dormo. I gota shower, June might tell me I stink. I gota break, I miss my darlings. I gota study, haven't been studying much this week.



<3 Jenn

i remember the time of my life. [:

Guess where I got that from? [;

Last night was fun. Rita, Janice, June and I went down to study rooms to get down to some studying but ended up going on Facebook, online shopping, talking, etc. Well, not necessarily because we were lazy, but I'd like to say because we were trying to kick the three other boys out. [: Which worked.. with all but one..

Anyways, for the first time in my life, I got to pstat on time. Not even on time, 7 minutes early. I think I should get an applause for that. [: But then, my good student-ness went down south. I skipped ESS because my lazy friend who I will not name, but it starts with a J and rhymes with.. prune, slept in through her classes, and Janice and I felt lonely without our friend so we left ]: We waited for the mail.. Unfortunately, our mail did not come.. But our nice conversation with the mail lady gave us some info. Supposedly, we shouldn't have mixed up my name with Janice's address. Because of that, the package was left in their warehouse where they usually send it back to the sender, but fortunately, we were there to tell them to send it to my mailbox. [: YAY for mail lady! Tomorrow, when we get our lights, our first plans are to give the mail lady a light show. DUMDUMDUM.

Another bit of news : Valentine's Day plans are confirmed. Kind of. The rest we shall confirm today. I am exctiedddd YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe


Rice and Green Pepper time. <3

weekend fun.

I am currently listening to Drop - East CLubbers. So I suggest you go to youtube and turn it on while reading my blog. If not, :<.

This weekend. I have.. 3 NEW packs, and 2 packs that I am currently working on. =/ WTF. WTF. But then again I shared with Derek.. BUT WTF WTF. This weekend was pretty fun. On friday, we went to Chimney Sweeps but since it was dry, we went over to DP to check out some parties which were fucking dry since we got there by 11-12ish. =/ So we stood around DP like hopeless little asian kids. Walked back to Chimney Sweeps, and had sober fun with all the drunk kids taking pictures. It was pretty fun cuz.. everyone was pretty drunk. [: We left fairly early and went to Rita/MY room to eat. Yumm and chilled. And Derek got super drunk and almost got in a fight with my floormates =/. We slept.
Saturday, we Rita, Howard and I went to the bank and then got some IN N OUT. That's what a hamburgers all about. [: Chilled. Went out at night to pre-game with some people and planned on heading over to the ISLA AS ONE party, but by the time we convinced everyone to stand up from their lazy asses, it was already 11:11. Alot of the people there told us that it's probably closed by then. =/ So we stayed, but the night was over all good. One part that wasn't as nice was when I looked at my half full pack and it turned into.. NOTHING. NOTHING. So the rest of the night was up to bumming cigs off like a little hobo. A re-play of that night was : took Jose Cuevo even though that shit makes me wana barf my shit, Smirnoff (couldn't take that down), smoked, helped Howard throw up his goodies, tried to get Mark and Robert drunk, talked to Eddie and Chris about dirty housemates, argued on Christine's side about how FT > SAN MIGUEL! FTTTTTTT, intruded on June and Eric's private talk outside. [: FUN. I think it was because for once in Breakpointe, there happened to be a bigger girl population than guys, by alot. [:

This morning, my stomach felt like shit. :< We did nothing, smoked. And now, I'm in a study room... doing absolutely nothing but entertaining my fan club out there with my not-so-crazy stories. [: I should get to studying, atleast finish my Dance stuff.

Midterms coming up, not looking forward to that. =/
Smoke break coming up, looking forward to that. [:

break n lights.

Today is a beautiful day.
I ditched class to eat at Bagel Cafe with my lovely girls Janice and June. Bought some 2 for 1 Smooths at International for fucking $7. International is a huge rip-off. Never go there again. :< Since June had to go off to SOC section, Janice and I headed over to K&B to check if they have 2 for 1 27s. Luckily, on our way over, we decided to stop by IV Mart to check if they had any good 2 for 1s. THEY HAD FUCKING 27s! For fucking 5 bucks each. I got two, Janice got 1 (The cashier probably thinks I'm a addict) and we called Rita to tell her to come to get some. But lazy Rita asked me to get her some =/ So I went back in and got 2 more. =/ (The cashier probably thinks I breathe cigs instead of breathing air) And then we called June, who wanted us to get her one. :< So we went back. UGH

I know I shouldn't be happy that I have a huge collection of 27s and Smooths, but it's a fucking RARE thing to see 2 for 1 27s. =0 I LOVE MY LIFE. My black-lunged life.

I fucking hate random strangers who give you shit about smoking. It seems like I get that a lot over here in SB. People around campus just walk by saying "Those things will kill you" or give you the dirtiest looks or purposely start coughing.. FUCK THEM.. Like last night, when Rita, June, Janice and I were smoking outside, this group of about 10 people 100 ft away started coughing like little bitches. Well first of all, you're fucking a mile away STFU. Second, if you don't want to smell or breathe it, then fucking hold your breath!. That's what I used to do, and it's not that hard. FUCK THEM. We all just started bitching at them. [: Especially Rita. She would.

That reminds me, I broke a New Year's Resolution already. I'm being mean to people again. The other night, June brought out exactly 4 Pink Dreams ( Taste like Reds, with Pink paper and Gold filters ).. This girl we see often around smoker's bench came out with some guy and.. asked to bum one off us. I'm usually pretty stingy with my cigs unless its friends that I know.. So I stood quiet but Ms. Nicegirl JUNE gave a 27 to her. At the same time, her guy friend said "Don't you have your own pack?" and he had a pack too! Why couldn't she just fucking bum off her friend. Or use her own pack but she just wanted to get one of our beautiful Pink Dreams. Well, getting to the point, June told us that her boyfriend is this guy that she thinks is cute. And last night, I saw them both waking from South Tower area to North Tower area, and I randomly started.. teasing her pretty much.. Talking to my girls about how great those pink cigs are, and how cute they look cuz they were pink. [: HAHA


FUCK a post about cigs.

and lights.
Today, my lights should hopefully arrive.. HOPEFULLY. Janice and I are going to go out around 3 to check the mail [: PRAY FOR ME!

<333 Lights & cigs. <333




Rita and MY cigs [:

flashing lights.

It's just another day of college, and it went the same as all the other days. Woke up, ditched class (thanks to Rita who woke up late), ate, sat, smoked.. OH! June and I traded our Medium Reds for 27s [:

SO.. My day :
- Got Jamba Juice instead of going to Dance class
- Sat outside and break'd with Rita [:
- Sat inside the UCen and... nothing really..
- Went to get take-out
- Went to Geology Discussion. ( The long, walking way. I love how I can bike 2mile + everyday from my dorm to campus but can't walk around campus for 10 minutes ) Oh my, that lab is such a great waste of time. We had to classify like 50 types of rocks which i don't even know how to do.. Then, while we were at a station, Rita just puts her head down and literally napped there. =/ It's embarrassing calling that silly girl my friend because the boys at that station just started laughing at us. :< Or more like her while I was just trying to do my work. Surprisingly, I got nearly all of the questions right, although I was super lost and had to cheat off a little bit [:
- Automatically had to go to our Geology lecture.. But that wasn't that bad since ... HAHA it's enjoyable ( in some way ) [: We got there a few minutes early so we put our stuff down and left to use the ladies room and go take a break... And then we come back to see... some guys sitting in our seat. :< And then Rita fell asleep AGAIN and we were sitting in the third row from the front :< FUCK But our professor is such a cute little old man [: love him. What a scientist. LOL
- Met up with June at the Arbor and smoked outside the Library and went inside the RBR to say hi to future housemates Jessica, Joyce, and Michelle.
- Went to Breakpointe to get trade 2 Mediums for 1 Pack of 27s with Eric, but he said he'd buy us another pack :D YAY! Absolutely LOVE his packing ways. [:
- Came back to FT and... chilled.. in my warm bed with Rita [: LOL
- Went to dinner and then got together with June to smoke :D

The kids in our dorms leave stuff in the kitchen, so we take it. [: YAY to vegetable oil, ice, pasta, and forks!! [:

And I have yet to experience the feeling of crapping and smoking.. People say it's very enjoyable.

I'm excited for tomorrow. Janice, June and I ordered lights online on Sunday!. So we are all hoping that it gets here by tomorrow so we can test them out and practice. I'm just a little concerned that we kind of mixed up the names and addresses. We put my name but to Janice's address.. So hopefully the mail man doesn't realize and takes it away. Or give it to the other Jennifer Lee in South Tower. -.-



Those are the lights that I got :D I'm super excited for thiss and Valentines Day and after finals [: And speaking of finals, I should really get to studying. =/

And as Rita says.. "WOW this sounds like a boring blog. I need to add more depth into what I write about..." =/

Maybe next time.


=0 !!! Maybe I feel so empty because of Winter Break. It was so nice having freedom from class work and being responsible with my own life, that when I got home, I just felt better. And since it was a long break, it was so relaxing getting good ass home cooking, everything cleaned up for me, no homework.. And now it's back to being the way I should be during college. =/ Just maybe.




Mammoth girl's picture.. Although the guys seem like they want to get in it too [:




The Girls of 66 BLOCK DEL PLAYA!!!
( All the girls except the ones 2nd and 3rd from the RIGHT )
( Although the 2nd one will be at our house everyday.. So technically she's a housemate [: )
Our house is beautiful.





<3 Miss this guy.

i can really use a break..

My last post was January 3rd so I think it's time for a new one. Actually, it's because my "sweet"mate Rita said that we should all start blogging to keep up with what we do. Well, life in Santa Barbara is... pretty normal. Except for the fact that I'm getting tired of it. I don't know what exactly, but some things just don't feel right. But I do have my good times, which is pretty much the times I'm with my friends here. [: Which is pretty much every second of my life :D It's just something feels like it's missing =/

Anyways, we finally found a house! It's on DP (AKA Del Playa AKA the street in Isla Vista (IV) that lines the beach AKA PARTY STREET!!!). Our landlord seems pretty chill but he is too convinced that my little asian girl group (of 6) is the most studious, clean, responsible, non-smoking, non-partying girls that he ever met. We finally signed the lease and turned in our security deposit today. Then we went over to our place and looked around and I'm pretty excited trying to plan out our furniture and rooms. [: It's a really cute place but its super expensive. VERY worth it considering each girl got around $100 off each month's rent. Rent in Santa Barbara is approximately $650+ D: which sucks cuz my mom was bitching about all the pricing, but too late! Also, the future housemates we're not too close with (yet) gave us all friendship bracelets!! Mine's blue, it's cute. [:

I'm falling behind in school once again.... but! I'm slowly catching up.

I want ice cream.

-Jenn

P.S. - Break.

my chest hurts.

my chest hurts. like.. heart area.. like where its beats. :< i think its cuz of all the fast food ive been having back home.

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

since its new years, i have to write down my new years resolutions. i made up 10 =o

1. get a 3.0 + in school.
2. save money.
3. be a good kid to my parents. ( i've been rebelling too much =/ )
4. limit the drinking!
5. exercise. nope, just bike faster to school to gain some muscles!
6. go to more parties and meet more random ppl! ( i just miss the high school days. lol )
7. be even more social!!
8. be nicer. especially to random ppl.. i usually blurt out something really mean to ppl passing by =/
9. be a kick ass girlfriend [:
10. facebook less during study times. ;<


so far, i have kept the #3 and #8 [: i came home around 12 for the last 2 nights.. andd i cleaned up from my parents :D oooooh starting out a good year so far!

however, i broke one :< kinda.. =/ just now..


happy new years everyone!