cold turkey

isn't as easy as it seems. i'm suffering from nicotine withdrawal. it's been 1 hour and 53 minutes from my last cigarette.
i'm not in the greatest mood, maybe it's the lack of cigs, but i just feel like i want to kill the world. well, i have other reasons....
well, let's see. my plans are to atleast make it until this weekend when i go to vegas. i mean, vegas should be an acceptable reason to smoke right? plus, i'd be surrounded by even more people smoking, and that's definitely going to tempt me. i am really considering throwing on some warm clothes, biking over to IV, and buying a pack, then smoking it on the beach, but i think it might be too cold to smoke on the beach, or even outside. D:

my weekend was generally fun. not really in the mood to talk about it. i'm out. let's see if i go out to buy stoggies....